I am not who you thought I was||I got nothing to prove|And I got nothing to lose|So I want|You to drown in the truth|I'm still talkin' 'bout it babe but it was never about you||I'm thankful|For the painful|For the messed up|For the shameful|For the weakness|For the sneak sh|For the who's that?|For the||Ooh guess I kinda wish that you were here|Just so I could make it crystal clear|I am not who you thought I was||Changed the color of my hair|And the clothing that I wear|And the feeling I let myself get when I hear your name |It's time like this||That I hold on to that girl|So connected to this world|I let go of the weight she bore all the fear and shame |And feels like||Ooh guess I kinda wish that you were here|Just so I could make it crystal clear|I am not who you thought I was||Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you||Don't even hope that you regret|Honest it'd make me happiest|If I could look you in the eye|While everything I want becomes mine|I don't pray for any harm|Though you know I love that karma|I just wanna know you see|Everything I'm gonna be, I'm gonna be, yeah||Ooh guess I kinda wish that you were here|Just so I could make it crystal clear|I am not who you thought I was||Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you|Ooh guess I kinda wish that you||